Sunday, July 19, 2009

Back to North America...







Re-entry has never been easy no matter how I prepared myself, or how many times I have done it. It took me so long to blog again. My heart ached to see my Mysore photos on my blog, especially that very last one. The photo of our house.
Each time I looked at that photo, I could smell it all and hear it all. Even worse, I felt that my H would walk out of the door at any moment.....
But I am here, back to Ottawa first for two nights, picked up the boys, and now I am here in San Jose California with my boys, for almost a week now. Tomorrow, I have to fly back to Ottawa again... and fly back after two days. Flights... more flights.... and the jet lag is killing me....
Happy here hanging with my boys in the woods...always love the California oak trees.
Miss Mysore, and miss my H even more. Such is my life, either miss the kids or H, definitely not in the comfort zone.....
Missing your love ones is a beautiful feeling, and I felt blessed to experience it.

6 comments:

H said...

since you leave mysore again start raining every day cloudy sky always just maybe 2 hour sun each day.
but no power cut at all.
palak woman always asking about you,
our ama really miss you.
mysore miss you too my jana.
miss you and kids too.

C.K. said...

It's so nice to have you back online!
Welcome back!
CJ

nappper said...

Oh H, tell our Ama I am coming back and buy some parsley from my palak woman...even if you don't eat it..give it to Ama or something..

Thanks Cara, ya I am back to my blogging...

Arturo said...

hi Napper
ah, the familiar golden mountains of San Jose, with the green oak trees set against them.
congratulations on the marriage, through the difficulties.
hugs
Arturo

Arturo said...

by the way, i would put your blog and Cara's on my blog roll, but i'm not able to.

nappper said...

Thanks Aturo, I have been slowly catching up on your posts,love the photos of recent trip...